Are you a spiritualist, and how happy you are?

They say spiritualists are usually happy individuals because they know how this world works better than the rest, I believe that is exactly that knowing that makes them feel unhappy more than the other people, since when you are not awake you play the role unknowingly, but when awake you have to pretend to play and being practical as well as you don’t know if you should speak up because you know the freaking truth!
You are extremely self-aware, and you know the responsibility that comes with it!