I did not know I was looking for You all along!

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There are people that come into reality with a clear idea in their heart, they constantly are looking to find those answers that their spirit has been longing for, they have been at the doorstep other times and that’s why this time they feel they are even closer!

There is a feeling of not belonging anywhere, of being a red flower in a field full of yellow ones, and walking on eggshells, like something is about to happen any given moment, but not sure yet what that is!

Before all this, you can find those individuals going around in circles, unsatisfied, they can not seem to settle for less, they fail and make lots of mistakes, yellow flowers are judgmental of them and hopelessly try to make them yellow, but they know deep down they are red and nothing or no one can take that from them, they are just figuring out why they have chosen to be that way, that’s the only thing that makes them lose sleep at night and trying to find meaning during the day.

Most likely, they are found in unfulfilling relationships, like there is a sense of wanting more, like they are not where they should and there is something, somewhere else for them to discover…

They go on in their search, turning from one face to the other, from one body to the other, from one spirit to the other, they are usually called immoral, liars, immature, innocent, insecure, they do not know what they want, unrealistic, but no one whatsoever gives a damn how and why they behave that way!?

They feel ashamed for a while because they are red, I mean how daring is to be separate from the rest, to be so unique!

At times they feel isolated and scared if they will ever feel grounded and they look for that outside of themselves for as long as they can, until disappointed they decide to go home, they try to be by themselves, as there is the most wonderful place to be, they finally realize that everything that they where looking for was THEIR SELF!

That there is no point to look for answers outside of you, a yellow cannot understand the red and it is pointless to try to convince the yellow that I am red and I love to be like that, as when you will learn how is it to be on my side, you will understand why I am who I am, even though, that is none of your business!

This is my journey as I have been yellow before, now I am really enjoying my new skin! I know I am on the verge of a miracle, so let me be!
Love yourself! ❤❤