Ego-death!

The biggest pain you will ever experience is when your ego dies, you have created it so carefully, stone by stone, feather by feather this wonderful tower and you have been walking on egg shells for so long for that stupendous monster to survive and to be strong enough to survive whatever the whisper of the wind can bring forward!

You are who you are because of your ego, you are smart, powerful, one of a kind, only words matter your heart is just isolated on the top of your castle, unsatisfied and tired of the dust, tired of the thunderstorm, tired of the illusions, tired of being ignored. 

One day all your unnecessary hard work will fall apart, all you thought you were, all you thought you can not survive without, and you will finally understand that it was just a facade, nothing on it was truly real except for that tiny bloodish pumping muscle, there is where your authentic self lives, you do not need any extra wings nor heights to feel substantial, because in simplicity you will realize your worth, underneath a tree you will find all the solutions and the truth will light your road!

You will cry your spirit out, you will mourn the death of your ego, since you were holding on so tightly frightened that you are nothing but that, and in that grief you will actually discover you are way more than you hoped, you are sky, you are flowers, you are music, you are rainbow, you are rain, you are Sunrise, you are Moon, you are earth you are laugher, you are all your ego can not appreciate.

Oh, it is going to be tremendous misfortune, departure from life can not describe this kind of pain, all you thought you were is now disappearing and you will feel deep sadness, deep loss, but after the gloom you will be rewarded with peace, you will be shaken from the lethargy and you will know how ordinary this life indeed is!

Even though it feels like your final exit, it is undeniably the beginning of your illumination, you will realize that by giving up your ego, your self-deception, true delight will come afterwords! Raise your vibration! ❤❤