When we are afraid to connect with the other!
The show must go on, so in the beginning of our first incarnations we are innocent, we connect purely, we are fresh from the source, we are experiencing love on earth as we only know about the one on spiritual realms, we love dearly.
We know we love one another without fear, remorse, blame or judgment, we know we are just balls of light, there is no fashion nor beauty, there is no ugliness, there is no brain prejudices, we are one no matter our spiritual growth, we understand the eternity is ours, nothing else matters!
Just like children we are free, spontaneous, childlike, honest, authentic, our heart is large and our mind tricksters not so developed as we are here to get well educated.
This is how we used to be until a bad or two things started happening, when we needed to survive, when we believed in limitations, when we were listening to our mind more than to our intuition, when one hurted the other and the chapters of ugliness, of darkness, of humility started to take place!
In every diabolic situation there is definitely something valuable, life is just a matter of time, a temporary residence so we learn what we need and we go as fast as we learn.
We know we are not only this touchable using-abusing paradox. Funny enough when we are sick or unhappy, when a disaster happens, be aware we become more emotional. We are more in tune with our hidden parts, those we cover tightly and those we have forgotten to explore nor express as we have learned how to trick ourselves out of the pain through deluding and domineering, through ego powers.
Notice how sweet and honest we are from the tiredness of a busy day, our eyes are like a piece of heaven and we say what we feel without thinking much, as we can’t be so in control, we are gotten away from our senses.
What about when we are having a personal success, something we have achieved and we feel somehow accomplished, oh, it is beauty, there is joy as we really get involved with our buried emotions.
Usually when we are putting ourself in drama and dirt and when it seems impossible to get out, we keep on suffering facing same old story again and again, but than out of the blue we are forced to stop and to let go!
We have really lost ourselves in the movie of life, we have forgotten from where we are originated, but fret not, trust the process and think is time to go back to your normal state, to purging, cry your own bubble as you will soon be presented with your illumination.
It feels so hardcore, as you have been used with life and death so many times and you only know how to do those, you don’t know how to do this one, it seems like a never ending trial without resolution, but if you do not resist, you will allow it to unfold and you will know that this is the time to get into another graduation.
No need to be afraid, just approach life and love with curiosity! You are not who you think you are, you are not who you thought you were when you first arrived, but you will never be the same again as the whole procedure is to show you how starlight and skillful are you to investigate life without being to concerned, and to exit life as refined as you can be, but way more insightful and enghlightened. Raise your vibration! ❤❤