Hello change!

Do we change as we grow up or we just discover who we truly were to begin with?

From the get go we are taught how important the first 5 years of our life really are. We also know that our personality is formed within the 18 of age. That’s all, you had the chance to create yourself and if you screwed it that’s your fault!

Oh yes, our first years are very significant and when our character is being formed from thoughts, patterns, teachers, parents, siblings, cousins, random peoples opinions and ideas, we got perfectly shaped into a beautiful swan or into an ugly frog.

This is your destiny, you have reached your destination, you are this persona until the end of your life, all your relationships are now defined.

You are set in a stone, you can’t become better than your upbringing, you can’t overcome your mishaps and you will never be better then what those above instruct you.

Isn’t that obviously pathetic?!

I have been studying human behavior and psychology my entire life, still trying to figure out myself as long as others, been stuck in my limited beliefs that have been destroyed many times.

Continuously my ego has been shattered such as I do not believe I have one any longer, I have ditched the past, my behavior, my upbringing, my so well formed belief system shockingly. 

I have faced numerous dark nights of the soul, I have been in the hades and in gloom often, I have been challenged, turned upside down to the point I am nothing what others want me to be, not even the source I am coming from, even though knowing me better than I do know myself.

I have been moved, shaken and perplexed, I am not who I was at age 5, nor at age 18.

I mean some of us to an extent remain the same, simply because there is no longing for more expression into the outside world.

When there is no more yearning to go beyond what is already written, when we are good in the comfort of knowing what is already given, when we are not flexible to reach higher heights, we are going to explore and experience age 5 and 18 for longer periods and we will pretend we never change, we were who we are from the scratch.

Guess what? – We can become who we want now at this given moment, we become one with the universal energies when we decide we are not going to re-live the sameness.

When we broaden our vision, when we go further away from number 5 and when we realize that each time we reincarnate there is a purpose for us to move stronger and even more powerful then ever before. To alter something within…

Of course we mature, and we definitely transform if need will be, if our spirit wants more than has already achieved, when restyle is better than stagnation, when uniqueness is particularly the greatest clarification. 

We change, we are ever fluctuating, we are never the same, despite the fact that we have to undergo delusions and illusions, despair and sorrow.

Fortunately, only then we will blossom into a wonderful garden, but we breakthrough when the inclination to cocreate with the stars is far up than the mundane fears for survival. 

Raise your vibration! ❤❤