One step toward freedom is to not live in illusion!

One step toward freedom is to not live in illusion.

I have lived in illusions for so long.

I have created this bubble if protection around me.

I have dreamed and lived in my mind for quite all my life.

I use to believe in love and soulmates.

I used to believe in fulfilling and great partnerships when there is nothing but perfection when two people deeply love and care for one another and that their children are a byproduct of all this crazy love and forever, when there is lots of trust and equal give and take, I was in denial.

I have never ever met someone who measures my expectations, clearly because they only do exist in my room of creation, in my delusional fantasy.

I have never ever even seen this kind of never-ending sweetness and love, not even in the movies for that matter.

There is nothing more excruciating than the pain of the truth when we peel away layers of unrealistic expectations.

All men are players, liars, and cheaters, literally and figuratively, even the masculine side within a woman, it is their second nature, their overshadow us, and that is something I have come to the conclusion very late in my life.

As mentioned above, I wanted it so badly to see it differently, but when we accept things for what they are and not for what we would wish them to be, there is growth and there is freedom.

However, no matter what we hold as the truth when we acknowledge our existence and master our emotions, we can only decide what to do with it.

I desperately believed in true love and that my friends, does not, has never, and will never exist.

It is just us in the midst of this 3-dimensional reality learning what we can and sharing what we already know without gain nor loss in mind.

Therefore, I do not believe in monogamy, nor greatest love, twin flames, soulmates, or karmic ones, they are all a lost cause, the only thing that matters is what we are here to do and the best thing is to leave as soon as we can.

Besides, we tend to create and seek this kind of divine love because we want to feel special and important, but there is nothing more special than love itself, and love is found within all of us no matter the labels.

Thus, there is not going to be marriage nor children out of fear or out of alignment.

All people will disappoint us someday sooner or later, suffering it is inevitable but can give us tremendous wisdom, that when we are conscious of how this world function, we won’t feel as much betrayed, we will not get caught up in pettiness, but only on what we bring to the humanity individually, so to speak we are set in motion and purpose.

It is what it is, it is life and it is pretty dirty most of the time, especially for those who are big daydreamers.

I willingly experience life with clarity and full awareness.

RS ❤❤