Strong mind, also strong intuition?

There are at least 4 types of people:

Strong mind, strong intuition
Strong mind, weak intuition
Weak mind, strong intuition
Strong mind, weak intuition

The challenges of the first type…

I haven’t embraced myself fully.

There are parts of me underappreciated.

There are shadows un-transmuted.

There is this side of me that seems so out of reach.

When we are running after something or someone outside of ourselves, it is not because they are triggering such in us, but because we are being required to go inwardly.

We simply desire to embrace ourselves…

All the denial and the refusal of accepting our feelings, switching into a more rational mode, and so much suffering, discontent, the void, unfulfillment.

Then, going from one end to the other, from being to materialistic we lose ourselves, and when being to intuitive we are not happy either.

We talk about integration and infusing both sides, but it is truly an everyday living struggle.

We want to be ready when we deeply know we are not, comparing our lives with those of others that damage us even more.

Some are early bloomers, others are late bloomers, but we all desperately want to be happy and that wanting grows, even more, it seems quite surrealistic.

Me, is deeply unknown to Me, so disconnected, that you don’t even know who you have become anymore.

Keeping ourselves sane, we have forgotten how to feel properly, as if we reside in feelings can we then be able to provide for our physical existence?

There is a power struggle going on between mind and heart, continuously trying to make it through, including both, excluding unequally.

Usually, we excel in one direction or the other.

We have stopped dreaming as that will take us astray and perhaps out of alignment.

Everybody talks like they know what they are doing, how many have accessed their subconsciousness anyways?!

Only when we create, love, work, and all the times in between we are not here, we are somewhere in between the worlds, however, completely torn into two realities we so indistinguishably live in the same exact moment.

Strange emotions and state of mind.
Living in the mind and feeling deeply.

RS❤❤