Time is just an illusion!

Is it all about timing or it is all in our minds?

We think time waits for no one but day by day we are lost in our own timing.

Eternal escapism of reality, a conflict of the heart and the mind.

Battling the motivation, a nonlinear stream of thoughts.

Why is it that we worry about passing of time so much, running back into the past and fearing the future, or even worst despising the past and worshiping the future?

In the most significant moments and even in pain frightened by the forever.

Time after time, we find ourselves believing that making plans and going accordingly, not wasting our energy and channeling it into doing something good with our lives will make us feel valuable feelings for ourselves, will make us noble in a way or another, will give us a sense of belonging.

What is it indeed, what do we mean by all of it, that if we do not do great and gigantic things our moment will pass by and we will regret it wholeheartedly?!

Ironically, every day it is different, but it can also be the same, we can repeat it until the end of all times, doing exactly the same thing over and over and what is ever going to change, are we going to be happier if we plan life and follow the instructions…

… please tell me how many moments, days month, years have passed and you still feel numb, like you do not exist, like a machine with no power, wondering where are the end of death and the beginning of life, how can we truly know if we are living or dying?

I haven’t been so good with math, I actually don’t like anything that precisely confines me, yet, I have been calculating my life for as long as I remember.

We make our list, daily, monthly, yearly, 5, 10, 20 years from now, never getting tired of doing so with so much passion, until we lose touch with our essence, we cannot recognize who we have become, nothing ever seems the same, nothing really matters, we are slavers of our own timing, moving so slow or not at all, running hard while remaining in the same place.

We dream a little dream, that when we will get the promotion when we will marry someone we love when we will chase after our legacy, when we will be awakened, when we will stop believing everything we used to think would give meaning to our entire existence, we will somehow be empowered, but here we go again!

Life turns into a button we press every morning and we shut down each night, deliberately nothing really happens and everything in between.

Time is just an illusion, don’t be fooled by a single thing, this is it, be joyous now.

RS❤❤